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JessBunny C.
I'm not an attention-seeking introvert.
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Name:Jessica
Nick:Jess Bunny
Bdae:04.02.95
Email:g-letter-jessbunny@hotmail.com
Sch:YHPS YHSS SingaporePoly
Class:1N2 2E4 3E7 3E8 4E8
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Monday, February 10, 2014
I just have to write about this. Justt found out that the reason why I no longer see u every wednesday is because you have actually withdrawn from school. I though you were doing fine and doing even better when you're with me, but its seems to turn out the other way. ( lol not trying to say that it will be better when im around.) Somehow I regretted not picking up the courage and say hi to you every Wednesday...
Your parents has always been pinning high hopes on you and you withdraw and disappoint them like that, you used to be your lil bro role model, acing study with computer games, going home early. Now? You quit school, you work, you club, step one gangster, you seems to be growing backwards... I really cant help but to tears, someone who I used to look up to, who is such a successful person, now has fallen and walking the worst path a student will ever pick on.
Is it still because of gaming? I hope not cos I know gaming is something essential in ur life but no to the extent of turning you bad. Was is because of our breakup? Was it my fault? Did I rrally drove you to your limit? You used to be the one teaching me to love myself. Still remember how you always tell me about your future plans, you wanna complete ur diploma, you wanna be a cop, you want me to go ur house to wake you up, to see me right beside your bed every sunday after you bookout and such... you plan more than I do, u were that awesome in the past.. that charming.
Really have the urge to text you to ask you how have you been recently, just as a friend. I swear I have nothing for you anymore but I still feel wasted for you, like how I did for yoke in the past. And I cant help but feel like asking around about you, asking your aunt, your close friends but this is gonna be so so awkward. Yes, I did check you up on insta but all I see is you living under someone shadows, you lost your charm, the you I know is definitely gone. You becoming like those ITE student that I know (no offense im sorry) those who dont give a damn about studies, club all night, finding ways to earn money and waiting for everyday to end and tomorrow to come. Feel really sorry for you. Please get back on your feet soon and be that really cool and charming kaijie I know. Hope NS will teach you how to be a real man.
A photo of you from the your charming period (at least to me) when you're my man.
Baby, I Love You.; 1:51:00 AM
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