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Name:Jessica
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Saturday, January 18, 2014
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well, hi, im back again... when i have so much work to do. :/
nothing much happen actually, forever busy with assignment since i got into DID
i don exactly know how to link all the issues together in a post so it may seems weird.

so, lets start from last day of 2013.
its was an indescribable night i must say, went to Silosa party with the westerners, we have fun especially when we are in the foam party!! i ate alot of foam, has trouble opening my eyes when they pour all the bubbles down!@.@ we ultimately head to the main party area beside the beach, DJ Shy as awesome that night, got high jumping and singing all the song out loud. Enjoy myself to the fullest cos i always feel that it seems like a space when i can release myself, be free, from everything. saying happy new year with strangers, giving people hugs, but what really shock me was when ppl ask me for kisses. i mean, sure, why not?:) a peck on ur cheek and even ur lips is fine.. but the guy, he really kinda shock me when he wrap me around and kiss me, not just once, or a second. but, french kisses and he want to continue. yup, i did it, and truthfully speaking, i enjoy that kiss. thanks good looking stranger. :*

Thank you Naung for protecting us girls that night pushing weird guys away.

well, i must say i should be more Conservative, but if there is a second chance to choose, i will actually do the same thing. i cant blame anyone but i need a replacement and stranger seems great as its only gonna be a night, and then, we will never meet.



During the yearly Malaysia trip in 2013, i've improved the relationship between my brother and i, simply because i accepted the facts that he is a man now, and he needs to find a wife, i need to grow up and stop being sheltered. of cos, i made friends with his girlfriends during the Malaysia trip. its not like they are engaged or what, but i see something for their relationship, i believe this one will end well. bless you too :*

Next, a week ago maybe, steph got famous for commenting about Singapore. well, i got kinda tired looking at ppl debating and arguing about what should she and seeing ppl scolding or supporting her, even radio cant stop bring this topic up. please chill everyone, no matter how supportive or disagree with her, Singapore is still the way it is now. one mouth does not change the situation. things in Singapore is the same, everyone has their own perspective, so why force people to feel the same way as you?

Next, its was actually just yesterday, one of our core module assignment result is out, as usual, i got a neutral result, neutral to me at least. someone in our course find out about this thing called "personal bell curve", well, it simply means lecturers grade your work according to you ability and your past projects. it seems fair to a certain extent, cos basically you are fighting with the old you, and, design cannot be compare or graded by anyone. but its also unfair for people who are good at work as its hard for them to surpass their previous good work and the result they get after that will be moderate or even become lower. whereas people who isnt that good at their work, as long as they do slightly better than before, their result also improve visibly. well, im support and disagreeing to this education grading systems, i don't have a solutions for it!!

 
Was clearing my thumb drive yesterday, then i saw this image, cant help but to feel sad, most of the people come and go, both of them is quite close to be during the Sept workshop, but things gone wrong. i sense the girl turning bitching and acting differently in front of guys so i stop telling her my personal things. this guy here, he is an architect, we have quite alot to talk as we both like music, sports, and we are designers. but its seems like we got too close when you start having illusion or love that is above friends, both of us become awkward and stop talking. well, forget it. if i were to approach him again, for sure things will be awkward again.

one last thing, i started to miss all the guys i have flings with. this sounds really bad i know i the reason is because i feel empty. i can bluntly say, finding them back will be able to satisfied me abit. but im controlling myself this days. it is exactly a year ago during Jan Feb when i started unusual relationship with people.. i feel like texting them again, but to be simple friends again, i swear i wouldn't know how to fix the awkwardness. *sigh* so, i lost some guys friends. and becos of this, i recently wanted a dog badly!!!><


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