The one for me.

Went to see my granny today, its been two years since i visited her. Even though the people there said that there is a improvement in her condition but she still look so weak now.. she became so skinny.. i wasnt brought up by her and wasnt close to her at all but when i see her condition now im worry that my daddy mummy will become like that... its really hurts when u see her not able to recognized any of her daughters . I used to dislike her, thinking of reasons why she is acting in that way.. but now i see her i really feel like company her and take care of her. Since im always not in malaysia , i dont see her much and we arent close.. all i can do is only to show her respect. im glad i did interact with her today.. i peel an orange and feed her~ :)

I just hope she will get well soon so my parents wont be so worry about them in singapore and my grandpa wont be so lonely and worry about his wife :)

this year seems to be the first time we actually celebrate his bdae, last time we only just as per usual, go resturant eat and done. this year, i went to buy him a Mocha cake from Bangawansolo straight away after work and hid it in the fridge, at night, as usual we went to eat at resturant, he start asking if we did buy him a coffee cake that he desire and expect for his november, we lied to him and say we will later buy it at swee heng (the shop he most hated!) then he say "uh?! serious uh? forget it lor then, i rather dont eat cake then eat swee heng's." he look sad uh, but we just act per normal. reach home i go bathe, and how smart he is, when he go get cold drinks, he saw the cake... then he is like, "hehhehheh! THERE IS CAKE!^^" my plan failed. haha, but whatever it is! as long as my bro is happy then i'm fine with it! ;D

i'm really glad that now me and my brother has grown up, i mean you see, i'm 16 and he is 21, we both become mature and we no longer interact with each other by scolding, beatng and fighting. we now talk, heart to heart, talk stupid stuff, talk trouble, talk secret.. we talk about everything. we have the trust, the chemistry when we are together, endless topics.. sometimes i will disturb him, ask him rubbish, be idiot infront of him cos i'm still his baby sista! haha! i really enjoy alot now, got trouble , find ah gor.. last time when young, dont dare tell parents everything, so everything keep to myself :X

i realy wish he enjoy his bdae~! wheather is good or bad! we are celebrating it together as a family! and i love it! love you bro! muacks!