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Friday, November 18, 2011 Went out with mervyn to watch movie « the apple of my eyes» We went to causeway point for movie instead of jurong point cause i need to look for my cousin and return her the camera :) went to get the movie ticket as soon as we reach, erm, we cant decide on where to sit and the person asked us if we wanna get the couple seats... im like shy? haha but of course im happy too!:$ the movie we watch start at 0515 and we have arive too early so we window shop around the mall. causeway is big but seriously nothing much to shop, we can walk to the exact same escalator for more than five times so what do u think? After movie, we went to the mega food mall for dinner cos all the restaurant is so packed. i went out the whole day but i only paid for my own dinner for the whole day, he paid for the movie and snack, and my cousin dont let me pay for my photos. lol i feel so bad. Went home straight cause we have no where else to go.. keep teasing each other on the train :) oh ya, there is once when the rain suddenly shake and im standing infront of him, i nearly hug him but i manage to turn away~ i mean, we aint couple yet and i shouldnt hug him no matter how much i wanted to ~ :/ We took red line train till jurong an change to green line, we walk to the wrong side and so we have to climb down the stairs to the other side.. i remember clearly that he ask me if i wanna hook onto his hands or not, i didnt show him how happy i was and i hook onto him and say : i also havent old yet, i wont fall down de la! " I really like the warmth feeling he give me. and i have actually show him quite alot of my true self, in the past, i will always put up a fake me to hide my trueself, infront of my boyfriends and boy friends :) Now im always tempted to hook his hand.. i think im falling deeply into this trap.. deeply. Yesterday was the second time he ask me if i wanna go hefeng house to join their steamboat on the sunday.. i told him that i donno if i should go and i somehow reject his offer... i feel like joining them but im worry that i will be left out and there is only one more girl name elaine there which is changg neighbor and i donno her.. thats why i didnt wanna go :/ i hope that he will ask me again, the third time:) so i can consider again :X But anw, should i go? i wanna go because he is around but im afraid that im not welcome.. in someways.. And other importanting the may change our relationship, when is he going to ask, i dont want to be just flings with him .. seriously regret not letting Regin ask for him on the prom night . Or should i just take him as my sista? Haha since i cant do anything anyway. I.. like.. him..? Idontknow. Published with Blogger-droid v1.7.4 Baby, I Love You.; 9:06:00 PM |