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Saturday, October 29, 2011
I thought that our parents always taught us to treat people the way we want others to treat us since young? However, recently i realise that people will never treat you the way you treat them, they will just take it for granted and will never appreciate what you have done for them. and i realise one new things too, i dont know if i should be happy that i realise it before my secondary life end or sad that all this years i have been be kept in the dark by this can-be-see-truth.
My friends is getting more.and more plastic recently.. im not sure if they are already made of plastics eversince i know them and they hid it real well or that recently just change.
One who was once to be close, ask her go out to study, but always got rejected. why? Im always at the wrong timing?
One who always been so sweet, sometimes sacarsticly treat me, she make me feel that im not alone. however, everything seem to change, we can dont talk for few ages and she dont even care. And, she is close to everyone . Thats why i always told her, "you hve so many friends ,if one day im gone, you wont even realise it."
One who is so princess that everyone has to listen to her will.
One who can agree to go out and yet reject it as she is going to meet dear boyfriend. I mean, if u are going to meet him, dont promise me yet. And once youhave promise your friend, u should change your mind because your boyfriend suddenly pops up.
Last but not least, i seriously have no idea what she have done that iritates so many people in the not long ago past, but i think she is really alright now. At least she always meant what she said. when she say she is going to do that,she will and without fail. She wont use 'forget' as her excuse.
Last but not least, i should have seen it earlier so i can start adapting to this new environment.
I seriously believe that in the future, when we are all in the different polys and JCs, we wont have much chance to meet. and, even if there is, they wont even find me out. reason? Im not important and i dont think im even presence to them.
Im not trying to praise myself here but i believe have always been so nice, doing and following what they say. treating them like a real friend but what i get back was different how i treat them. i dont know to treat them badly. i seriously hate my this personality and character.. im always being rely on, and i can only be independent as there wont be anyone for me to rely on. how sad .
I think that my life is so similar to Meg Griffon, a character in the Family guy. She was being unappreciated all the time and she have never been loved. But fortunately, I'm luckier than her cause I do have parents that love me not like how Peter and Lewis.
With this, yes, I should be happy and shouldn't ask for anything more.
People always says, people come and go, I guess I will just have to accept this :)
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